It's 9pm and I'm still in my nightgown, as in nightgown from YESTERDAY. Yes, that's right. I haven't bathed the entire day and my hair is still in the same messy bun it was when I woke up this morning. Kudos to me, no one can beat me in terms of laziness :)

But I survived the entire year just to enjoy the holidays, so shouldn't I slack to my heart's content while I still can?

Anyway, flight's at 12pm and my luggage is still empty. Sharing a hotel room and luggage with sissy and it's gonna get messy. Plus, even she hasn't packed yet. Hahaha but off to Taiwan we go! This time, I'm going with Mum, Dad, Sis, Nick, Nicole, Uncle and Aunts and Grandma. Total of 10 of us :) Was at Munich/Berlin last year at this time with nick and nicole and we had alot of fun basically just doing nonsense. Hahaha. Camwhoring, late nights, supper, EATING, shopping ahhhh I absolutely cannot wait to get out of Singapore as much as I appreciate this country when I'm overseas. Everytime I touch down in Singapore from the aeroplane I'll get damn happy. Haha. But I'm not looking forward to the plane ride cos I absolutely DETEST aeroplanes.

Okay I shall stop going on and on if not I'll never stop. Plus my midnight blue nailpolish is slowly scraping off with all the typing. Shit, I'm sounding like a bimbo nowadays just blame it on juicystar07 on youtube. Haha if you're a girly girl and you're bored at home just go watch all her videos.

OKAY. I'm leaving this blog for 7 days byeeee dancelikethat and all my secret readers! :)

HAPPY (BELATED) SEVENTEENTH BIRTHDAY CHER!

My 'little' bestie has turned 17. Okay, technically she was still 16 when I celebrated it with her on Wednesday, which was still 2 days shy of her birthday. Decided last minute that I wanted to give her a mini-birthday surprise and in one afternoon, I rushed to Parkway, printed photos, bought nice coloured papers for her birthday card, and also bought ingredients for the feast I prepared specially for her - Salmon&Prawn Carbonara, Grilled (Fine lah, toasted but it tasted just as good) marinated chicken wings and a pre-made salad :) I think my dinner passed with flying colours!


Well, this girl loves to spoil her own surprise so the whole bday picnice thing wasn't much of a big surprise but I'm sure she had fun still. Haha we camped out at this eerie part of Esplanade Roof, it was really pretty creepy. Like almost every photo we tooked had us looking distorted. Mhmm, thrilling but fun nonetheless.

Just wanna say to chernise ong yi xuan, thanks for always being there for me. Ever since I got to know you much better in Sec 3, I've never felt alone. Always felt that someone would always be there for me, backing me up. Even till now, everytime I'm sad you're always in the know and advising me and stuff. Thanks girl, our friendship WILL last forever :)

<3

Nothing is free,
and I have to start reminding myself that without labour and hard work, I won't see any results.
So I should clear all thoughts of regret and doubts and live my life with zest, hope and confidence again. Only then will I succeed.

I'm happy tonight, someone treated me to JCo ice-cream :)
Anw sis showed me this video recently and I really like it:
http://www.youtube.com/msxjenixe#p/u/5/5GpLLi3M-QU
It's just a guy and a girl singing but the way the girl sings it is really beautiful :)

i'm about to tear my hair out trying to choreograph.
really.
and listening to almost lover on repeat isn't helping.
suddenly i feel like the next few months till concert ends is gonna be really stessful for me. omg help i'm seldom this pessimistic.
it's not my fault that i can't think of any steps, is it?
someone tell me what to do?

am hoping dinner with the ego girl is gonna lift my spirits, for today at least.

//update
just ate a spoonful of peanut butter and nutella
mhmmmm feeling tons better now
but still feeling scared, what if i have no new choreography to teach the rest tmr?

TJ Graduation Night Performance! (Pictures only)

Without makeup..

Our hotel room/dressing room/resting room

I love our faces without makeup so much more than with. Cos I look like a raccon with makeup on! Hahaha

The process of transformation.

Fun part of performing :)

All tied up!Masquerade

Several onstage shots. Thank you Iyn Yi for capturing these :)

Post-performance with our flowers! + Adeline, Reuben and Iyn Yi

With Dicky

Cynthia :)

Coco :)

Us acting like Coco

Reubz :)

Jamie!

Tj Dance Club, us with seniors :)

With Lutfi and Leon

The girl and the guy :)

Once again, the 'girls' and the 'guys'

Back to our hotel room!

Mini-JCo doughnuts that Reubz and Adeline bought for us love y'all muchos!

My favourite time of the year is coming :)

Crashed grad night and hit the dance floor;

Gave Cher a bday surprise yesterday and I'm glad my efforts paid off 'cos she had fun, loved the food, balloon and present. Happy happy! Will post pics soon before I leave yay I can't wait to leave. Hahaha. :)

there are so many people around us. yet, when we fall sick, there's only that one person we wished was there with us, taking care of us till we get well again. Have you found that person?

Watched Amazing Race from 12-7pm yesterday and I just caught the season finale.
MEGHAN AND CHEYNE WONNNN!!!!!! AHHHHHH IM DAMN HAPPY FOR THEM THEY'RE THE BEST TEAM EVER :) I want my bf and me to have such great rapport next time too! haha.
Okay, back to earth. sorry a little high from their win. heh.
Had the last rehearsal before grad night performance and it went quite well. I think we're quite clean now just gotta brush up some parts, especially the newly-changed ones. And must execute our steps much more so that the strong Angels&Demons music won't 'drown' us.
I went for dance despite cramps and a flu today and I was freezinggg.
Then rehearsal got so vigorous that at one point I realised I couldn't take in much oxygen anymore, literally breathless.

totally K.O.

But i'm okay now :) Back home, starting on presents for the bestiessss 'cos I'll be rather busy the next few days. There's just a million things to do before I leave for Taiwan.
Alrighty,
and to all grad night dancers,
this is it! we finally went through countless of exhausting rehearsals (probably the only ones who danced in school everyday from 9-5) and we should be very proud of ourselves! tomorrow's the day and I'm sure we'll have funnnnn :) love y'all!

I love fridays

Damn thankful it's friday because that means I get to sleep in tomorrow woohoo! And no more dance for the next 2 days :) Ahh I finally get to rest. Phew. My throat is hurting really bad. But it feels much better after drinking honey water! Thanks ahmed, jo and ad for all your suggestions on how to treat my sore throat. Haha absolutely NO PLANS for the entire weekend and I LOVE that. I need to spend some time by myself. I need to spend time resting and enjoying life again.

Had meeting with Mr Zaki and Ms Wee today and it went quite well just that there are quite alot of things to change. And my throat was really bad so I didnt feel like saying much during the meeting. But after today I realised something - I act differently towards different people. It's like there are different sides of me. Quite major yet minor differences kinda hard to explain but I don't really like that fact. But I don't know if that is something that can be changed?

Anyw, here are a few pics of us at dance! Enjoy :)

Pantry cleanup! Pantry's much cleaner now thanks Ms Tan, exco and Reuben!

Rachel's birthday!

Nura :)

With Yan and Nicole D :)

That's me! Ponche not straight :(

Girl in the mirror

Lol I did her makeup freaking ugly.

Noelle tried grad night makeup on my eyes!

Me again.
Have a great weekend everyone!!!

And and, Everyone's going overseas! I can't wait for my turn :)

Have fun at Aussie Paddy!

Have fun at HK/Macau/China Jo!

Have fun at Japan Ho Hui Xin!

I welcome gifts :)

I NEED A BLACK LEO.

Like I said, dance is practically everyday from 9-6 but I'm not complaining because I do enjoy dancing alot. It's just the choreographing part that's worrying me, but I'm sure I'll get through this.

Grad Night rehearsal today and omg my head totally crashed into yan's butt -.- Lol we were rolling on the floor laughing her butt damn big lah! Haha then after that I think Pamela crashed into my butt too. Did like a million Posses omg can die lah. But our item's much cleaner now. Hope Nura will come back asap though.

And sorry lah Reuben! I totally stepped on his feet twice today. The first one was when I stepped on his feet and even danced on it hahaha then he slapped me :/ Second time I accidentally kicked him in his shin hahaha oops.

After the long long day, we (Pam, Yan, Reuben, Nat and I) went to buy foot thongs then we went to Manhattan Fish Market for dinner at Iluma. I hate Iluma I think it's damn stupid such a big space but so few shops and their not even nice shops. Well but dinner was good, though I still think Fish&Co still wins Manhattan Fish Market. But yummy nonetheless cos we were all so hungry. Dessert was great too 'cos we went to chill out at JCo. while having yoghurt shared mine with reuben so damn cheap :)

Concert meeting tomorrow at ten. I'm afraid they'll ask me to show my dance because I still haven't come up with much yet. Sigh I feel so lousy. But I'm really banking on this weeked to come up with as many nice steps as possible so I can teach the rest by next week!

Alrighty, I'm waiting for my hair to dry so I can get to sleep. Hope everyone's having a great holiday (rmb we worked so hard the entire year, esp pw, for this dec hol so enjoy it as much as possible!) and I'm starting to feel the warm, christmas atmosphere lingering around :)

because life is too short for regrets;

Life after SLC is insane, dancing everyday from 9-5. Enjoying it though, but my knees are gonna give way soon. Been rehearsing for concert items and more importantly, Grad Night which is next tuesday! Quite excited :) Choreographed a little for our item today and it isn't easy :( Did 4 eights and I must thank Nura for encouraging me alot. After that I was so tired I just lay on the floor, conked out while waiting for hiphop item to start.

My knees are currently suffering from 7 bruises, 2 purplish-red and 5 grey. And I was so tired when I got home that I forgot that it's wednesday and I missed Spore Idol! Really should've watched it cos I heard Zaki choreographed and Ms Wee performed. Really wonder how do choreographers just come up with steps like.. that. It takes hours for me, sadly :( But nvm, YouTube shall be my inspiration I wanna finish chorus part asap!

And I absolutely cannot wait to go to Taiwan. I need a vacation. I need to vacate from this hectic lifestyle and just relax and indulge in the simplest things life brings us.

Last night was a helluva fun! Met my three daughters and City Hall. And we ate dinner at Esplanade roof :) Pamela's innocence are my daily comedy flicks. Jo and I were talking, okay not talking but MENTIONING the sick meaning of cum, and I asked Pam

'Pamela you know what's the meaning of cum?'

'Yeah, I know la of course I know!'

'Are you serious? Okay what is it?'

'THIS CUM THIS LAH!

Ohmygosh epic fail lah hahahaha i laughed like shit. I can't remember what we talked about last night but I remember I was enjoying their company alot. Feel really lucky to be blessed in meeting such great friends in JC! Thought secondary school was the only time I'll meet really good friends that you might actually talk to 10 years down the row, but oh well I guess I'm wrong. :)

Before reaching the roof, we were 'invited' to write our messages, well wishes on a big white ball. It was very fun, in a very serene, lovey way. This band was playing Viva La Vida and Paparazzi while we were writing and camwhoring. Sweet sweet love :) And i didn't know this till I read Jo's blog but our ball is gonna be released to the Singapore River on New Year's Eve. How awesome is that!

Hahaha okay I gotta go do some admin stuff for dance now and watch MOMENT OF TRUTH HOHOHO love the show (: admire the contestants' honesty and courage!

A few days back, we had exco meeting with Ms T at bedok macs. Yeah went through our whole year's results and all and it was quite evident that my grades are the poorest among the whole exco. Upon reflection, my concentration and commitment to studies have really drifted and hit lots of rocky patches along the year. Somehow, I drifted and never seemed to have the energy to do my tutorials, especially math, on time. As a result, what used to be my strongest subject in secondary school is now my weakest. I barely paid attention during lectures and struggled to keep up with the rest during tutorials. It seemed normal among my peers but when the results came out, they were way above me and that really worries me because next year's A level year and that's really not something to kid around with. If I continue with the attitude I had this year, it is unimaginable what my grades will be for the big A's. Everything just flies past so quickly it's freaking me out. Seemed like I completed O Levels not long ago, and now here I am worried for A's. This holiday I really gotta buck up and do my homework (I haven't started on any). Even though dance has been taking almost every active hour of my day, I guess I really do need to start making aside time for it. And hmm, I think I gotta find tuition too. Preferably for Maths and Chem. 'Cos rehearsals will be so hectic next year I'm afraid I won't have the discipline to sit down and actually do work.

I think most importantly, I just gotta STOP giving myself excuses. Since everyone is able to juggle their time between PDP and schoolwork, I don't see why I can't. And no, Tired shall not be a valid reason anymore.

Kay sorry y'all have to listen to me speak about this kinda mundane things but I really needed some form of reflection. Next year, nothing's gonna distract me. Okay, maybe not NOTHING, but as little as possible.

My life will just be study, dance, family time on the weekends, friend time during breaks, apart from that, I'm gonna be a mugger toad so go ahead and think I'm crazy. I just need to start redeeming myself and prove to the teachers that I got substance :)

A's A's babyyyy

Woohoo I know I'm so motivating right.

Love not easily found;

Have been missing my classbuds for a very long time. Finally got to meet them today and I'm very happy! We bought food and ate at ECP, chatting about random things. Jinyi was so sadistic tsk, Joyce was so cute, Jolene was whining about her pictures, and Ad was happy but a lil emo 'cos apparently I don't care enough about him as a wife hahaha. Well, had fun anyway and I can't wait for tues :) It's the only thing I'm looking forward to the coming week.

Things to do:
1. Collect dancers' progress reports

2. Pack room

3.Come up with more steps for concert item

4.Learn grad night and ms wee's item

5.Study for bio

6.Do hw!

My 8-year old cousin told me this riddle.

'What is a kangaroo's favourite year?'
'Idk. What?? '
'LEAP year!!!!'

Then he burst out laughing. Hahaha damn cute. :)
Then he started singing a different version of I'm a barbie girl.

'I'm a sucker girl. In a sucker worlddddd'

Hahahaha it's totally a primary school thing.
But I miss how everyone was so innocent and genuine back then (: