Saturday, December 12, 2009
But I survived the entire year just to enjoy the holidays, so shouldn't I slack to my heart's content while I still can?
Anyway, flight's at 12pm and my luggage is still empty. Sharing a hotel room and luggage with sissy and it's gonna get messy. Plus, even she hasn't packed yet. Hahaha but off to Taiwan we go! This time, I'm going with Mum, Dad, Sis, Nick, Nicole, Uncle and Aunts and Grandma. Total of 10 of us :) Was at Munich/Berlin last year at this time with nick and nicole and we had alot of fun basically just doing nonsense. Hahaha. Camwhoring, late nights, supper, EATING, shopping ahhhh I absolutely cannot wait to get out of Singapore as much as I appreciate this country when I'm overseas. Everytime I touch down in Singapore from the aeroplane I'll get damn happy. Haha. But I'm not looking forward to the plane ride cos I absolutely DETEST aeroplanes.
Okay I shall stop going on and on if not I'll never stop. Plus my midnight blue nailpolish is slowly scraping off with all the typing. Shit, I'm sounding like a bimbo nowadays just blame it on juicystar07 on youtube. Haha if you're a girly girl and you're bored at home just go watch all her videos.
OKAY. I'm leaving this blog for 7 days byeeee dancelikethat and all my secret readers! :)
My 'little' bestie has turned 17. Okay, technically she was still 16 when I celebrated it with her on Wednesday, which was still 2 days shy of her birthday. Decided last minute that I wanted to give her a mini-birthday surprise and in one afternoon, I rushed to Parkway, printed photos, bought nice coloured papers for her birthday card, and also bought ingredients for the feast I prepared specially for her - Salmon&Prawn Carbonara, Grilled (Fine lah, toasted but it tasted just as good) marinated chicken wings and a pre-made salad :) I think my dinner passed with flying colours!
Well, this girl loves to spoil her own surprise so the whole bday picnice thing wasn't much of a big surprise but I'm sure she had fun still. Haha we camped out at this eerie part of Esplanade Roof, it was really pretty creepy. Like almost every photo we tooked had us looking distorted. Mhmm, thrilling but fun nonetheless.
Just wanna say to chernise ong yi xuan, thanks for always being there for me. Ever since I got to know you much better in Sec 3, I've never felt alone. Always felt that someone would always be there for me, backing me up. Even till now, everytime I'm sad you're always in the know and advising me and stuff. Thanks girl, our friendship WILL last forever :)
<3
Thursday, December 10, 2009
and I have to start reminding myself that without labour and hard work, I won't see any results.
So I should clear all thoughts of regret and doubts and live my life with zest, hope and confidence again. Only then will I succeed.
I'm happy tonight, someone treated me to JCo ice-cream :)
Anw sis showed me this video recently and I really like it:
http://www.youtube.com/msxjenixe#p/u/5/5GpLLi3M-QU
It's just a guy and a girl singing but the way the girl sings it is really beautiful :)
really.
and listening to almost lover on repeat isn't helping.
suddenly i feel like the next few months till concert ends is gonna be really stessful for me. omg help i'm seldom this pessimistic.
it's not my fault that i can't think of any steps, is it?
someone tell me what to do?
am hoping dinner with the ego girl is gonna lift my spirits, for today at least.
//update
just ate a spoonful of peanut butter and nutella
mhmmmm feeling tons better now
but still feeling scared, what if i have no new choreography to teach the rest tmr?
Gave Cher a bday surprise yesterday and I'm glad my efforts paid off 'cos she had fun, loved the food, balloon and present. Happy happy! Will post pics soon before I leave yay I can't wait to leave. Hahaha. :)
Monday, December 07, 2009
Watched Amazing Race from 12-7pm yesterday and I just caught the season finale.
MEGHAN AND CHEYNE WONNNN!!!!!! AHHHHHH IM DAMN HAPPY FOR THEM THEY'RE THE BEST TEAM EVER :) I want my bf and me to have such great rapport next time too! haha.
Okay, back to earth. sorry a little high from their win. heh.
Had the last rehearsal before grad night performance and it went quite well. I think we're quite clean now just gotta brush up some parts, especially the newly-changed ones. And must execute our steps much more so that the strong Angels&Demons music won't 'drown' us.
I went for dance despite cramps and a flu today and I was freezinggg.
Then rehearsal got so vigorous that at one point I realised I couldn't take in much oxygen anymore, literally breathless.
But i'm okay now :) Back home, starting on presents for the bestiessss 'cos I'll be rather busy the next few days. There's just a million things to do before I leave for Taiwan.
Alrighty,
and to all grad night dancers,
this is it! we finally went through countless of exhausting rehearsals (probably the only ones who danced in school everyday from 9-5) and we should be very proud of ourselves! tomorrow's the day and I'm sure we'll have funnnnn :) love y'all!
Friday, December 04, 2009
Damn thankful it's friday because that means I get to sleep in tomorrow woohoo! And no more dance for the next 2 days :) Ahh I finally get to rest. Phew. My throat is hurting really bad. But it feels much better after drinking honey water! Thanks ahmed, jo and ad for all your suggestions on how to treat my sore throat. Haha absolutely NO PLANS for the entire weekend and I LOVE that. I need to spend some time by myself. I need to spend time resting and enjoying life again.
Had meeting with Mr Zaki and Ms Wee today and it went quite well just that there are quite alot of things to change. And my throat was really bad so I didnt feel like saying much during the meeting. But after today I realised something - I act differently towards different people. It's like there are different sides of me. Quite major yet minor differences kinda hard to explain but I don't really like that fact. But I don't know if that is something that can be changed?
Thursday, December 03, 2009
Like I said, dance is practically everyday from 9-6 but I'm not complaining because I do enjoy dancing alot. It's just the choreographing part that's worrying me, but I'm sure I'll get through this.
Grad Night rehearsal today and omg my head totally crashed into yan's butt -.- Lol we were rolling on the floor laughing her butt damn big lah! Haha then after that I think Pamela crashed into my butt too. Did like a million Posses omg can die lah. But our item's much cleaner now. Hope Nura will come back asap though.
And sorry lah Reuben! I totally stepped on his feet twice today. The first one was when I stepped on his feet and even danced on it hahaha then he slapped me :/ Second time I accidentally kicked him in his shin hahaha oops.
After the long long day, we (Pam, Yan, Reuben, Nat and I) went to buy foot thongs then we went to Manhattan Fish Market for dinner at Iluma. I hate Iluma I think it's damn stupid such a big space but so few shops and their not even nice shops. Well but dinner was good, though I still think Fish&Co still wins Manhattan Fish Market. But yummy nonetheless cos we were all so hungry. Dessert was great too 'cos we went to chill out at JCo. while having yoghurt shared mine with reuben so damn cheap :)
Concert meeting tomorrow at ten. I'm afraid they'll ask me to show my dance because I still haven't come up with much yet. Sigh I feel so lousy. But I'm really banking on this weeked to come up with as many nice steps as possible so I can teach the rest by next week!
Alrighty, I'm waiting for my hair to dry so I can get to sleep. Hope everyone's having a great holiday (rmb we worked so hard the entire year, esp pw, for this dec hol so enjoy it as much as possible!) and I'm starting to feel the warm, christmas atmosphere lingering around :)
Wednesday, December 02, 2009
A few days back, we had exco meeting with Ms T at bedok macs. Yeah went through our whole year's results and all and it was quite evident that my grades are the poorest among the whole exco. Upon reflection, my concentration and commitment to studies have really drifted and hit lots of rocky patches along the year. Somehow, I drifted and never seemed to have the energy to do my tutorials, especially math, on time. As a result, what used to be my strongest subject in secondary school is now my weakest. I barely paid attention during lectures and struggled to keep up with the rest during tutorials. It seemed normal among my peers but when the results came out, they were way above me and that really worries me because next year's A level year and that's really not something to kid around with. If I continue with the attitude I had this year, it is unimaginable what my grades will be for the big A's. Everything just flies past so quickly it's freaking me out. Seemed like I completed O Levels not long ago, and now here I am worried for A's. This holiday I really gotta buck up and do my homework (I haven't started on any). Even though dance has been taking almost every active hour of my day, I guess I really do need to start making aside time for it. And hmm, I think I gotta find tuition too. Preferably for Maths and Chem. 'Cos rehearsals will be so hectic next year I'm afraid I won't have the discipline to sit down and actually do work.
I think most importantly, I just gotta STOP giving myself excuses. Since everyone is able to juggle their time between PDP and schoolwork, I don't see why I can't. And no, Tired shall not be a valid reason anymore.
Kay sorry y'all have to listen to me speak about this kinda mundane things but I really needed some form of reflection. Next year, nothing's gonna distract me. Okay, maybe not NOTHING, but as little as possible.
My life will just be study, dance, family time on the weekends, friend time during breaks, apart from that, I'm gonna be a mugger toad so go ahead and think I'm crazy. I just need to start redeeming myself and prove to the teachers that I got substance :)
A's A's babyyyy
Woohoo I know I'm so motivating right.
Sunday, November 29, 2009

Things to do:
1. Collect dancers' progress reports
2. Pack room
3.Come up with more steps for concert item
4.Learn grad night and ms wee's item
5.Study for bio
6.Do hw!
'What is a kangaroo's favourite year?'
'Idk. What?? '
'LEAP year!!!!'
Then he burst out laughing. Hahaha damn cute. :)
Then he started singing a different version of I'm a barbie girl.
'I'm a sucker girl. In a sucker worlddddd'
Hahahaha it's totally a primary school thing.
But I miss how everyone was so innocent and genuine back then (:
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